Usually, I don’t find it hard to begin writing a blog post. But this particular one is a special case. Is it because I quite forgot how I was doing it before? Or because there are so many things that I want to say and I have no idea from where to start? Maybe it is more of an ego thing? It could indeed actually be all of the three. Anyway, whatever it was I am glad that I had the courage to start and hope to continue doing it.
As you have probably noticed from the headline this won’t be anything related to the things that I usually write about. I am leaving the fashion, sewing and the whole hype about how you can be more eco-friendly for later. Be prepared for a different one this time. It will be more of a revelation of how I lost myself and how I am going to rebuild myself back. And I know that it may sound not specific at all and vague but I am mainly doing this for myself. I decided to share this because maybe you could find it valuable. This will be letters from me to me which I will let you read. Because I think that sharing it will be helpful if you are going through the same mental blockades like me. The only goal that I want to achieve which concerns you as readers is to remind you how important it is to take care of yourself and your mental health. This will be a series of blog posts where I share my journey with you. Because I know that creativity begins with ourselves. And I will always be an advocate of the idea that each one of us is creative and has an artistic self. We just need to believe it. But Kristina how you can believe something that you don’t have evidence for? And trust me. I know what it is like to not feel creative at all. At least, this is my current state. But we shall search for an answer together.
I just realized that my last blog post was written exactly half a year ago. Damn, I haven’t realized when did this time pass exactly? But I think that it won’t be my last for sure. For the past few months, I have had one of the hardest periods in my life I but it is time to rediscover myself again. I don’t know where this will lead me but I am quite excited to see what happens.
Until next time.
With lots of love,
[and yes, I did miss you a lot]